Thursday, November 01, 2007

So, I think I'm having issues at work. The problem is, I don't know what they are.

See, one of my co-workers, the one with experience (she's been with the company even longer than the boss - in fact, she used to be the boss (she didn't want to deal with the stress so she stepped down)), had her performance evaluation today. The walls between offices are really thin, and my desk is right next to boss's office. I tried very hard not to listen to anything, but I couldn't help hear my name come up several times. I think she doesn't want to share an office with me. I don't know why. I heard the word distracted, so I think I shall stop talking at work from now on. It isn't hard to do, really. In fact, my instinct goes in that direction. I just try to speak up occassionally so people won't think I'm cold and distant.


I apparently have gone from one extreme to the other. I guess I'll just leave my headphones on all day from now on. How miserable is that?

I think I shall get my bloodwork done tomorrow instead of waiting until next week. I'm 90% sure my thyroid is low, and that's why I feel like crap on a pretty continuous basis. Maybe things will get better if she (meaning my endocrinologist) increases the dose.

Well, I think I'm going to sleep now. Have a lovely night.

1 comment:

tomzgrrl said...

Every time I tell Tom the following, I start to cry.

"I wish that I could find a job that I feel like I am succeeding in *because* of who I am instead of *despite* who I am.

I talk too loud and too much -- but I get a lot done and do a great job. Tell that to the cubicle police.